背景音乐：The Fray—Look After You
Dad came to visit me this week.He just stayed here for 5 days while his baggages had been delayed for 2 days…If I ever had a bomb ,I’ll throw it at United Airline Customer Services for sure…..what a fuck!!!The declaiming hotline takes 30 mins to be connected on average while the database for delayed bag informaion seems have never been updated…
I checked out the final examination dates this morning .Yeah..good for me….my last exam –Econ 1BB3 would be just ended on my 20th birthday…starting 19:00…
Don wanna go home this summer and don know why….though tired of this city ….yet I just feel that I may not be able to stay away with it….at least for this summer….
Today,I looked at gray sky with snow and suddenly realized that I’ve got used to walking alone….I’ll shake my right hand with my left hand and make any decision in future on my own….
Then where will you find me in ten years ?
Guess some people are just born with wind in their blood and cannot help falling into state of exile back and forth ,whether due to the internal force or the external alternative….
Then would it be the life I’ll survive for?
As a female international first year part-time student, which is most subject to discrimination in this society… I gained no access to summer job opportunities brought by McWork or International student on-campous programme or work study programme or working permit to work off-campous…
I cursed myself why I transferred so many credits at the beginning?!
As a consequence,I’ll have to write to at least 20 Professors in Psych ,asking whoever to take me into their lab this summer and hopefully …any one of them would generously grant me a feedback even just a rejection that cannot be more clear…at least let me know that my existence had not been ignored….even no funding….I’d like to be a volunteer for sake of experience and any trivial impression!
I’ll head to an interview for my first job this Sunday, good luck for myself then!