Self-exile this summer!

背景音乐:The Fray—Look After You
Dad came to visit me this week.He just stayed here for  5 days while his baggages had been delayed for 2 days…If I ever had a bomb ,I’ll throw it at United Airline Customer Services for sure…..what a fuck!!!The declaiming hotline takes 30 mins to be connected on average while the database for delayed bag informaion seems have never been updated…
I checked out the final examination dates this morning .Yeah..good for me….my last exam –Econ 1BB3 would be just ended on my 20th birthday…starting 19:00…
Don wanna go home this summer and don know why….though tired of this city ….yet I just feel that I may not be able to stay away with it….at least for this summer….
Today,I looked at gray sky with snow and suddenly realized that I’ve got used to walking alone….I’ll shake my right hand with my left hand and make any decision in future on my own….
Then where will you find me in ten years ?
Guess some people are just born with wind in their blood and cannot help falling into state of exile back and forth ,whether due to the internal force or the external alternative….
Then would it be the life I’ll survive for?
As a female international first year part-time student, which is most subject to discrimination in this society… I gained no access to summer job opportunities brought by McWork or International student on-campous programme or work study programme or working permit to work off-campous…
I cursed myself why I transferred so many credits at the beginning?!
As a consequence,I’ll have to write to at least 20 Professors in Psych ,asking whoever to  take me into their lab this summer and hopefully …any one of them would generously grant me a feedback even just a rejection that cannot be more clear…at least let me know that my existence had not been ignored….even no funding….I’d like to be a volunteer for sake of experience and any trivial impression!
I’ll head to an interview for my first job this Sunday, good luck for myself then!
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8 comments
  1. Tracy said:

    Good luck!
    你又何必呢。

  2. Minduo said:

    I’ve got an interview on Sunday too; it’s for us poor little language volunteers in  08 Olympics.
    And right now I’m killing myself writing my german presentation, which is going to happen next Thursday= =
    God bless busy people, and good luck to us both.
    P.S.Livejournal.com is rrrrrreally banned by our government OTZ……

  3. Minduo said:

    I’ve got an interview on Sunday too; it’s for us poor little language volunteers in  08 Olympics.
    And right now I’m killing myself writing my german presentation, which is going to happen next Thursday= =
    God bless busy people, and good luck to us both.
    P.S.Livejournal.com is rrrrrreally banned by our government OTZ……

  4. 夏沫 said:

    这可是我第一次特别认真地看了你的英文日志
    看来出国在外的生活真的很辛苦
    连院长都会觉得无奈
    现在在北医里活得很自在不过终究有一天我也会出去的
    嗯我已经有所觉悟啦~
    院长啊千万不要觉得孤独呀
    否则我也给你起外号了啊 树树 应熊你还没忘吧嘿嘿
    祝你面试好运啊
    我这学期没进实验室 你要加油呀!
    (*^__^*)

  5. Minduo said:

    专八顶头…不过现在大家好象都奔着Test DaF

  6. Minduo said:

    刚才每发完SPACE抽了一下= =
    …都奔着德福去了…比T和I好点, 是终身制的~
    你怎么做出的4号啊…完全不像啊不像…其实我对我那个5号还是比较自我陶醉的^^

  7. Tracy said:

    我觉得她挺四号的,而且吧,身为一四号还非不甘心,非要把自己改造成事业型理性型人士,所以活得比我还痛苦……

  8. 迪 said:

    小瓜,你还好吗?我周日刚从爱丁堡回来,好辛苦啊,不过玩的很开心,easter的时候还要再去苏格兰旅游,过几天我把照片放到space上,记得去看看阿

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